Some days im so far removed from drugs I forget im a heroin addict. And then something happens and im like oh that’s right, im a fucking heroin addict. Like I need that reminder regularly..cause the fact that I have momentary relief from the drug means nothing if im not constantly moving further away from it. Like no I cant go out with people and drink shirley temples while they take shots. Im not invincible. Im a fucking heroin addict and at the end of the day all I really want is to shoot heroin. The consequences that come with it tho will never be worth it. Never ever worth it.